Sometimes I wonder...

Okay so i have these days when i seriously wonder what is wrong with me? I know I know i sound sooooo emo right now and it's not like me but it's true. The last post i did said that my story had been picked up by a beta...guess what? I don't know what happened. I sent them my chapter and then i never heard from them again. What did I do to scare them off? Maybe those stories weren't meant to be on the site. I'm getting ready to pull them off ff.net and send them into project team beta...I know that it might upset some people but i gotta do what i gotta do you know? and i have no other way to get it posted.

On the other hand my new story was just posted on Twilighted and i don't know what to do about that...i mean it's not even the one that i'm writing on right this minute. It literally has two ahead of it in line. What's a writer to do?